WiSHinG oN a FaLLin STaR

Posting for last friday 20th Aug.. Kind of worried in the morning coz Amy was sick on thurs.. actually it was quite sudden tat she fell sick.. so i msg her to ask her condition.. it got worse.. she started vomiting too.. seeing that sms makes me so worried and i felt damn pathetic.. coz shes there suffering yet i cant help her.. sucky feeling.. so in the end she nvr go for EWS and the GLG overnite trip.. She went doctor in the evening.. i msg her to noe wats wrong.. she actually was sick coz of the infection from the cuts on her finger.. n i couldnt prevent that from happening.. sianz.. at that time me Joanne Terissa Junxiong and Angeline was at town.. we were at Cathay Cineleisure after eating at Far East Plaza.. the food there was great.. had a good dinner.. we then bought ticket for the 1:15am show Alien versus Predator coz the earlier time slot all were full.. while waiting for the show,we sat at Youth Park.. had a great talk with all of them.. tighten our bond.. great.. i cried for a moment there while listening to songs.. theres not a need to explain why.. then we went to watch the show.. it was damn lame loh.. if you have watch it then u noe y i said so.. but since its lame,all of us had a great laugh.. then after that we went in search for a place to chill.. so we end up at the Fullerton Merlion.. we took a long time loh to go there tanx to Jun xiong who make us go round and round.. hmm we then chill there till 6+am.. we talk alot durin the whole night.. except Angeline who was so tired that she slept alot.. after that Joanne and Junxiong went Kayaking at Kallang while me Terissa n Angeline went the opposite way.. whoa i was damn unlucky loh.. wanted go marketing lecture.. so from bukit batok i took the train.. i felt aslp till Raffles Place there.. by that time it was 9am loh.. by the time i turn back go there will be late loh.. so i went home.. before i sleep i msg her.. she said shes feeling better.. that lighten my heart abit.. and she said shes goin shopping in the afternoon.. haha.. shopping does work wonders for her.. Glad it does if that will make her happy.. so after msg i fell aslp.. it had been a fun trip..but was thinking,worrying and missing her the whole trip.. coz without her,everything seems incomplete.. She couldnt share the great food we ate, the interactions we made and the laughter we had... that made me feel damn (no words can describe it).. I was wishing on a falling star that she was alright during the entire trip.. Glad shes ok now.. Hope nothing will happen to her again.. God bless her.. and i'll do whatever i can for her as long as shes happy and always have that sweet smile on her face..

As For today,i'm feeling xtremely happy a 'lil bit of sad maybe.. i'll post another day though for today's events..

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not mine would i have the strength to stand at all?
If i dont need you then why am i crying on my bed?
If i dont need you then why does your name resound in my head?
I never know what the future brings
But i know that you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And i hope you are the one i share my life with
I dont wanna run away but i cant take it,i dont understand
If i'm not meant for you then why does my heart tell me that i am
Is there anyway that i can be with you?
Coz i miss you,body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And i breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Coz i love you,whether its wrong or right
And though i cant be with you
You know my heart is by your side
I hope i love you all my life........